The road not to be taken!!

Yes!
It's a glamorous path I am treading through;
 But not as easy as you think it is!
It's full of stuff that I've always thought
 are meant only for dreams!
And to add to that were some of them
 which were banned even from dreams
But I have to see them and cross them;
 for the toughest thing is not to refrain
 but to pretend to not like them;
And if by chance I think it's fine
 to once in a while cross myself
 even if my conscience spares me
 people I love won't.
I fall like I'll never get up
I shatter into pieces
But every shattered piece of mine knows
 how to tread the path that's ahead-together!